The Pain

Crying in my pillow
Missing you in my arms
I can't go on without you

I find solace in alcohol
I find comfort in weed
Work takes my mind off you

Work to exhaustion
still cannot sleep
Tossing and turning without you

I grow numb inside
Will I ever recover?
Do I want to?

Music is my only friend
I want to call you
I know it won't help

You are evil to me
It hurt so bad
How could you?